Dark and dirty shades of grey

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 02:18:50 GMT

So I'm talking to my friend Chris... and I tell him something very important. And completely out of the fucking blue he hits me with this little stretch of conversation.

Grenadekisses: We got engaged last night. I'm hoping for a long engagement, but we are planning on getting married eventually

dontbered1culous: sweety be careful.
dontbered1culous: decisions like that can be life ruiners
dontbered1culous: and i'm not talking from an angled point of view

Grenadekisses: Being without him could ruin my life
Grenadekisses: I know it sounds so cliche and stupid and childish... but that's how it is

dontbered1culous: till the chemicals induced by lust wear off and the reality bears it's skeleton
dontbered1culous: i've been in your shoes
dontbered1culous: 3 times

Grenadekisses: Not everyone makes the same mistakes

dontbered1culous: they weren't mistakes
dontbered1culous: they were experiences
dontbered1culous: and this is what i learned about getting married
dontbered1culous: you do it when you have your career
dontbered1culous: you have your education
dontbered1culous: you have traveled
dontbered1culous: you've done your art
dontbered1culous: you've had your romances
dontbered1culous: and you are
dontbered1culous: SERIOUS about
dontbered1culous: staying in the same place
dontbered1culous: and dedicating
dontbered1culous: the rest of your life
dontbered1culous: aka sacrificing and giving
dontbered1culous: it to raising
dontbered1culous: CHILDREN

Grenadekisses: Marriage has NOTHING to do with children

dontbered1culous: that is what will make it stick
dontbered1culous: UNLESS
dontbered1culous: you are doing what some people do

Grenadekisses: Well, then I guess we're doomed, because neither of us want children, at all

dontbered1culous: then yes
dontbered1culous: this will set your life back
dontbered1culous: 3-5 years
dontbered1culous: IF
dontbered1culous: you get married
dontbered1culous: being engaged
dontbered1culous: just sounds nice
dontbered1culous: i know divorcees . and it's brutal
dontbered1culous: the ones that last are the ones that do it for kids .
dontbered1culous: i worked in a preschool too
dontbered1culous: actually
dontbered1culous: a child development lab
dontbered1culous: for psychology
dontbered1culous: and i learned a lot about the family structure

Grenadekisses: The ones that last are the ones that do it for kids? Excuse me? Lemme tell you something about marriages with kids, okay. My father left my mother because I was not a son. And he already had an older son that he didn't see at all anyway.
Grenadekisses: My sister's father committed suicide when she was a baby.

dontbered1culous: These are people that should not of been married in the first place

Grenadekisses: Both of those marriages had children, and they sure as hell didn't fucking last, so don't you throw this, " Married people HAVE to have babies or it won't last" bullshit in my face

dontbered1culous: and definitley should NOT have had kids
dontbered1culous: those people should not have been married.

Grenadekisses: If my mom and dad hadn't gotten married, and had me, we wouldn't be sitting here having this conversation

dontbered1culous: sure they clicked and had a family

Grenadekisses: and if my mom hadn't married my stepdad and had my sister, I would have grown up a lonely child and never known what it was like to unselfishly love another person with all your being

dontbered1culous: once again
dontbered1culous: they had a kid
dontbered1culous: point being is you're smart
dontbered1culous: but too young to get locked in

Grenadekisses: I'm just getting engaged, jesus christ
Grenadekisses: It's not like the wedding is tomorrow or anything

Yes. I am young. But you know what? We don't have to get married this year. We don't have to do it next year, either. We could do it as soon or as later as we want. Right now, we're happy just being together and loving each other, which is all I could ask.

And the whole, " Marriages don't last unless you have kids," bullshit? Oh hell no. He goes on to trash my city, and be an arrogant asshole. And then acts like nothing is wrong. Everyone's right, he's jealous because I won't have a relationship with him because he lives in California.

I've told him time and time again that I don't have those kinds of feelings for him, and I just told him that acting this way isn't going to make me like him any better. He hasn't responded for five minutes. Whatever. Not my loss.

Not everyone makes the massive mistakes I do

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 01:46:27 GMT

Took pictures today because I put makeup on for the first time in almost a week.

It's bad when I think even cat-eyes and lipstick is a little too much. Jason has been a bad influence on my makeup habits. (AKA None.)

I long for the sea with all my being.

Shoot my Cupid outta the sky

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 21:27:44 GMT

To paraphrase Jason (because if I try to explain it I will look like a rambling fool and what he said was so much nicer):

We exchanged jewelry and said that word that we didn't think existed. And then we danced in his living room to the Violent Femmes.

And now we're happy. And together. For better or for worse. We're sticking together, because that's what you do when you love someone.

Pictures of Sis and myself being crazy bitches

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 21:33:59 GMT

We have a lot of pictures with her showing us her seefood. Sometimes it's hard to believe she's going to be a freshman in high school in September.

But then again, it's also hard to believe I'm supposed to be eighteen when we're rolling around on the floor, yelling and hitting and biting and kicking each other.

Le sparkly. Last day with red hair.

I needed a bath, apparently. Was not clean enough.

HER HAND IS AS BIG AS MY FACE!

I almost suffocated to death.

PS: Roscoe says he is coming over. I am very happy. I have to clean the house now, holy shit.

Given Up

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:25:55 GMT

I'm sick. There's no doubt about it. It is NOT just a long hangover. My throat hurts like a bitch, and now my ear is starting up. Bleh. I really really hope I don't have an ear infection, because that would suck.

Tomorrow is hanging out with Lindsay and looking at the pictures from my junkyard photoshoot, 'cause she's got the dvd. Hooray. I get to show off my new kicks tomorrow, even though it's going to be ridiculously hot and I'm going to die, but who cares?

I haven't washed off my makeup in two days. It's so pretty, I don't want to ruin it. But my face is starting to get pissed off at me so...

Gonna go shower now.

Strange Bedfellows

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 05:18:58 GMT

So, yesterday I was walking along 5th and Yamhill and these gutterpunks sitting on the sidewalk were like, " Oh, you're beautiful! You're gorgeous!" and I'm blushing like a freak and I sit down and give them money and talk to them.

And end up hanging out with them all day long. And getting drunk with them. And spending the night with one of them. And coming away from the whole thing with a boyfriend.

Hooray for me? I don't know. One of his friends was like, " So how long have you guys been together?" and I told her we'd just met that day and she's like, " Wow, not even a week for this one!" and the other girl was like, " Shut up, don't say anything!"

... so I totally don't know what to make of that. At all. My heart is probably gonna get curb stomped again. Sweet. Just what I wanted.

But I did get into Rocky. I am a light. Hooray! The meet and greet was today, and it went well. I can already tell I'm going to have problems with one of the Trannies, but hey, I can be a bitch with manners, dammit!

So yeah. Going to 18 and Over show tonight. I cleaned Robert and Claire's bathrooms for the money. Begging money from Mom so I can buy these RAD ASS BITCHIN' boots I saw at Buffalo Exchance. I want them so fucking bad. And Lindsay bought me a new belly barbell, so I have a cute little scorpion curled up in my bellybutton.

Ironic, isn't it?

Quizzes because there is nothing else to do on the internet right now

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 13:02:33 GMT

Your results:
You are Catwoman

Catwoman		95%
Green Lantern		90%
Wonder Woman		87%
Hulk		85%
Spider-Man		75%
The Flash		70%
Robin		55%
Iron Man		55%
Supergirl		52%
Batman		50%
Superman		20%

You have had a tough childhood,
you know how to be a thief and exploit others
but you stand up for society's cast-offs.

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That's because Catwoman kicks ass and is the coolest villain ever. Besides Harley and Poison Ivy.

Your score on this personality test was 67%

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

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Skinny Jeans

You are classy and a bit formal when it comes to your personal style.
Your look is feminine and well put together - and never trashy or too trendy.

What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world
But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average
Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...
And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

Your Lucky Love Color is Black

When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.
You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.
And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.
Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.

What Does Your Lucky Love Color Tell Men?

Your Gemstone is Aquamarine

Intuitive, tranquil, and trusting.
You inspire others to have faith in themselves.

What Gemstone Are You?

You Are a Brownie

Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.
Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

Your 80s Hunk Is

John Stamos

Who's Your 80s Hunk?

Rawr.

You are a 1980s Diva

Bright colors, bigger than life patterns, and outrageous fashions.
Your fashion style always has a retro yet futuristic edge.

What Decade Diva Are You?

You Are A Green Girl

You feel most at home in a world of ideas.
You're curious and logical - and enjoy a good intellectual challenge.
You're super cool, calm, and collected. Very little tries your patience.
Your only fear? People not realizing how smart and able you are!

What Color Girl Are You?

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you.
And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance.
If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life!

For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red

The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are

The consequences of more black in your life:

You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation
You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path
You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations

What Color Do You Need?

Your Power Element is Water

Your power colors: blue and aqua

Your energy: deep

Your season: winter

Like the ocean, you evoke deep feelings and passion.
You have an emotional, sensitive, and spiritual soul.
A bit mysterious, you tend to be quiet when you are working out a problem.
You need your alone time, so that you can think and dream.

What's Your Power Element?

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone.
And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care.
You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands.

Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends.

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door

What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom

What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

Your Power Bird is an Eagle

You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.
You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.
And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.
People know that you will become even greater than you imagine.

What's Your Power Bird?

You Are 33% Pure

Pure? Sure, you're about as pure as yellow snow.
You're a downright devil. But you're also a pretty delightful one!

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Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical.
People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily!
You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

You Are Pink!

Tough. Sexy. Tough. Soulful. Tough.
Guys are both attracted and scared of you.
"I've been the girl with her skirt pulled high
Been the outcast never running with mascara eyes"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

You Are a Classic Beauty!

You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade
Instead following trends, you stick to what works
And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine
Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.

What Type of Beauty Are You?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both demanding and irresistible.
You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it.
You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you.
And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky!

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Your Love Quote

Good kissers are strong men who will have your back. Bad kissers are weak men who will just like to grab your butt.

What Love Quote Suits You?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Cruel Intentions

"I'm the only girl you can't have, and it kills you."

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

You are Bettie Page

Girl next door with a wild streak
You're a famous beauty - with unique look
And the people like you are cultish about it

What Famous Pinup Are You?

Your Birthdate: November 17

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.
Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!
Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Should Rule Mercury

Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.
Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match.

Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.
A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you.

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Are The Star

You represent the ultimate in truth and purity.
Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others.
You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love.
You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.

Your fortune:

Your future is looking brighter by the day.
The near future will be a time of both hope and healing.
Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen.
Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Holy shit, I was bored. And I'm still awake...

I think it's time to shower, get dressed, and take pictures of myself. Yeah. Sounds good to me.

We're making out

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 00:39:16 GMT

I made a delicious snack for the HOB bbq. Not telling anyone what it is, it's a surprise.

Gonna go drink and set stuff on fire! Legally! YAY!

Pretty Pretty Cherry Princess sitting on her white plastic throne.

CANCER! NOM NOM NOM NOM!

I was yelling at the squirrels. Damn fuzzy little bastards always taunt my cats.

Bored at Bathtime

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 14:14:32 GMT

As everyone knows, I get bored. Especially if I've woken up at two in the morning, have watched the first six episodes of Fruits Basket with my lil Sis, and then have nothing else to do.

So what do I do? Feeling grimy, I decide to go take a bath and a shower. And then spy the camera, and get a thought.

Eww, grimy Annie. Groooooosss!

Shirtless Annie. Still grimy, but all of a sudden more attractive!

In the tub. Despite the heat of the day making me want to die, I am running a hot bath because my muscles hurt very badly. It's steamy.

Considering taking pictures of my boobs. Don't know if I should or should not.

I decided not to, and dunked myself instead. HAHAHA! You lose!

Why is it always cold when you come out of the bath?

Not grimy Annie! CLEAN! But ew, no makeup. Still kinda gross.

Dental hygiene is important. That and Mom's menthol's make me wanna gag, but they're nicotine, so I suffer for pleasure anyway.

BRUSHING YOUR TONGUE IS IMPORTANT, M'KAY?

Mark this moment in history, kids. The first picture of me smiling with my teeth showing that I have allowed onto the internet for everyone to see. Holy crap. It's a miracle.

And this is just something cute I found a few days ago, but had no reason to post it anywhere. There isn't a reason now, so I don't... know...

Nothing but pictures

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 07:42:39 GMT

Taking pictures when you've just woken up from a nap, in the bathroom where the washer and dryer are and the dryer is going so it's so humid in said bathroom that there are water droplets goind down the mirror is a BAD IDEA!

I will learn eventually.

I'm SO ladylike. Oh yeah. (Oh, and PS: I love my silver and blue reversible satin robe. Obviously. I wear it even when it doesn't match whatever else I'm wearing.)

I was cuter 12 hours ago when the hair and makeup were fresh. And I wasn't boiling to death.

I need contacts really bad.

Tomorrow's going to be fun

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:39:15 GMT

I have the Fallout Boy concert tomorrow, so people have Saturday and Sunday to hang out with me.

So, who's it gonna be?

JOB! I got one!

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 03:40:29 GMT

YAYAYAYAYAYAY!

I got a job at the Sheraton Hotel by the airport as a Room Attendant.

Basically I'm going to go into the rooms and clean them. Hooray.

Two hour commute. Oh joy, oh joy.

But luckily, I did get the weekends for Rocky off. A little bright spot in the gloom that will be four hours on the bus every day and cleaning up after people for 8+ hours a day.

But hey, I got a job. And they don't want me to take out my piercings or cover up my tattoos. Big plus.

And now, I am going to scarf my food and collapse, because I've been awake since 1 in the morning.

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 19:19:55 GMT

Wedding was good.

Zoo was good.

House of Booze was good.

Am now sick and wanting to die.

Return to your regular programming.

Happiness

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 16:19:41 GMT

Fred and Molly are getting married today.

It's a lovely thing. I'm so happy.

I'd be more happy if I hadn't just woken up.

Now to shower and get ready.

Oh yeah, I dyed my hair

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 06:32:24 GMT

Stayed up all night. Cleaned the house today. Took a five hour nap. Staying up all night again. Took pictures of my snakey baby because he was being good and didn't snap at my hand when I took him out of his cage today. Yay.

And dyed my hair. Look look look.

I always have to take my glasses off when he starts going for my head, because he loves to literally push them off my face so he can crawl more easily over it.

SEE? Face crawlin's.

Dunno why I like this picture. I just do.

I was naaaaaaughty.

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 22:27:39 GMT

I stayed up all night because of the nap I took yesterday. And to help me, I watched the first four episodes of Hex. Without Mommy. Oh dear.

BUT GOOD GOD DAMN! Jemima Rooper is my dream girl come true. Or at least, her character, Thelma, is.

And Jez... oh my lord, if a priest ever looked at me the way he looked at people in that show... *fans self* Sam Troughton is YUM. I want that boy like crazybad. Too bad they killed him.

And Thelma's new ghosty girlfriend, Maya, she's cute too. But Thelma will always have a place in my heart.

If girls really do look like this in England, then maybe I need to take myself on a little vacation over there.

Bad ideas

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 14:43:10 GMT

Matt gave me very bad ideas.

But don't all high schoolers want to end the year with a bang?

CherryBomb: Ugh, and soon the dulcet sounds of high schoolers arriving at Franklin will waft through my window and I'll be tempted to turn the hose on them all
invisshadow: Why don't you then?
CherryBomb: Hmmm... I so totally could
CherryBomb: but last time I did anything to the high schoolers, I got told to stay off the property
CherryBomb: which is kinda dumb, 'cause their track feild is my goddamned front yard!
invisshadow: But... if you're on your property with a really big squirt gun...
CherryBomb: hehehe
CherryBomb: true
CherryBomb: There's a fence separating the feild from our yard... thing. And of course there's a hole in the fence that kids try to skip school through
CherryBomb: So one day I sat up in my room throwing rocks at them from my bedroom window and screaming at them to get the fuck back to school
invisshadow: I would so put razor wire around that.
CherryBomb: oooo
CherryBomb: You have the best ideas
invisshadow: Because technically, that's breaking and entering.
CherryBomb: It really sucks when they just come up and lean against the fence. They're still on school property and not on ours, but they're still THERE
invisshadow: And as American citizen (motto: We are RIGHT, dammit!) you can defend your house and home in whatever means necessary.
CherryBomb: And if a catapult filled with pudding filled balloons is the means, then that's the means
invisshadow: Pudding? No, don't waste pudding on them.
invisshadow: Slightly warmed KY Jelly or something like that.
CherryBomb: oooo
invisshadow: Can you imagine cleaning that off yourself?
CherryBomb: HA!
CherryBomb: Going back to school with that on you
CherryBomb: hehehe
invisshadow: Your mom is going to kill me, isn't she?
CherryBomb: All depends on if she can get the information out of me through torturing
invisshadow: She made you add me because she thought I'd be a good influence on you. And here I am telling you to launch KY bombs on the high school.
CherryBomb: Although, if she cuts off my internet usage, I'm giving your ass up

I'm also a very good friend and secret keeper. Hehehehe.

OH LOOK! I AM STILL AWAKE! AND HOPPED UP ON COFFEE!

Feel like a freight train with no brakes

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:49:47 GMT

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
Right here in this damned computer chair

2. Who will be your next kiss?
I like to leave things like that up to chance

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
My friends and family. But they don't get tongue. At least, not all of my friends do.

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
My feet are blissfully naked.

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
I was in Seattle for five months three weeks ago.

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No.

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Black english breakfast tea

8. What are you wearing right now?
Tank top and panties.

9. What was your last purchase?
Rocky

10. Last food you ate?
Papa Murphy's canadian bacon pizza. YUM.

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Chris

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No, but I gotta go buy some new undies.

13. Do you have a pet?
Three cats, a snake, bunny, bearded dragon, two gerbils, and a hamster.

14. What did you do last night?
Absolutely nothing

15. Are you a vampire?
Wouldn't you like to find out?

16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
With this one person in this one place, but it's so not happening.

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
I've never bought anything online.

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
My sensitive skin

19. What's your favorite soup?
Jenn's enchilada soup

20. Do you miss anyone?
Lots o people

21. Last movie you saw?
Fifth Element. Yay Bruce Willis!

22. What are your plans for the day?
Cleaning Claire's house for monies

23. Did you have fun today?
I slept through most of it

24. Who is your last text message from?
Sam

25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
nope never

26. What do you know about the future?
That it's going to suck because I'm never going to fall in love. Guys don't want me and I'm just going to have to deal with it and get on with my bitter, single life.

27.Who rode in a car with you last?
Sam

28. What is your all time favorite band?
Heather Alexander

29. Do you have a car?
nope

30.How old do you want to be when you have kids?
HAHAHAHAH! Kids? Me? *dies from laughter*

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
Three tattoos, seven piercings.

33. How do you like your soda?
Orange

34. Do you like hot sauce?
I love it on burritos

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
Cleaning

36. What day is tomorrow?
Tuesday

37. What is your current mood?
sad but numb..i wish i was drunk

38. Are you someone's best friend?
I fucking hope so

39. What did you get for Valentine's Day?
A trip to the beach, a yummy lunch, and seagull minions.

40. Someone who last bought you something?
Tom bought me a beautiful dress and FALLOUT BOY concert tickets. FUCK YEAH!

Bored bored tests bored

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 04:24:17 GMT

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Your Love Quote

Life is one fool thing after another where as love is two fool things after each other.

What Love Quote Suits You?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Never Date a Pisces

Sensitive, emotional, and unrealistically romantic - you are destined to break Pisces heart.
Don't get fooled by a charming Pisces. They'll be clinging to you by the end of the first date!

Instead try dating: Aries, Leo, Libra, or Aquarius

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Just in time to fall....

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:53:58 GMT

Yesterday was... interesting. I'll say that much for the first part of the day, and not explain because it's not something I need to dwell on. It's something best let go and forgotten, because I refuse to waste my energy being angry about something that dumb.

The rest of the day went lovely.

My awesome will know NO bounds

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:59:15 GMT

Some evil person sent me the link to where I can buy nifty gemstone plugs online. And I am in trouble.

http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2667
OPALS! Lab created opals, but OPALS ALL THE SAME! Mmmm.

http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2739
ANCHORS AWEIGH, BITCHES! Probably the only jewelry my Grandpa Art would be happy seeing in my ears at that size.

http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3378
I think teardrop plugs would be really cool, at a small size. I don't wanna walk around looking like I've got a chicken egg stuck in there.

http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2797
LABRADORITE! I love that stuff so much. WANT!

http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2610
AGAIN WITH THE LOVING! I </3 rose quartz, which is funny, because its nickname is the Lover's Stone. http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2349 These are absolutely perfect. A nice, unspoken warning for any guy. http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3303 Beware this navel. It is the devil. http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3302 Loving the cherry skulls. http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2772 OPAL! REAL OPAL BELLY BUTTON BARBELL! I will kill if this goes away and I don't have it. http://www.bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3187 This navel is not only evil, but DEADLY! Sends a nice sign to the guys, eh? This is why I should not have a credit card, because if I did, these would all be arriving at my house in a few weeks. I want them all so bad.

My awesome will know NO bounds

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:58:30 GMT

Today was a waste of makeup

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 22:04:25 GMT

So I wake up early, get showered to the dulcet tunes of Orgy (I missed listening to music whilst bathing SO MUCH!) get dressed and put makeup, and go out the door.

Only to spend 45 minutes on the bus and then find out that the place I thought I was going to fill out an application is not only NOT the right place, it's closed down as well, so I can't even ask them if they're hiring.

How the fuck did I think Nacho Mama's was La Casita? URRRRR!

So to make up the damage, I swung by Plaid Pantry to pick up an application. I figure, if I fill out one application for every fuck up I've made, then I'm good.

I cannot wait for tomorrow. I hope you kids know that I'm not buying cigarettes so I can pay for tomorrow! I'm going without my nicotine for you! THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU! You'd better be grateful and give me kisses when you see me. Preferably nicotine kisses.

Today was eventful

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 07:38:43 GMT

Today I managed to wake up before 12, probably due to the fact that I did go to sleep around two instead of four like I have been these past nights. Got up, dicked around on the internet until my clothes dried, and then hopped on the bus and went to Tom's house.

Hung out, smoked, talked. Got ridiculously giddy when he showed me the FOB concert tickets. Like, jumping in place, grinning like an idiot, and giggling maniacally giddy. And the dress looks lovely too. Mega hot. Hawt hawt hawt.

Went downtown and met Mom at the bus stop. Went home, kidnapped the car, she drove me to Alex and Jesse's so that I could drop off the money and get some stuff. Went back to the house, quick wardrobe change, and then it was off to Sis' graduation.

The only good thing about that graduation was my sister. Everyone else sucked, and I hate children even more than ever now.

I am going to La Casita tomorrow to fill out a job application. I really hope I get this. It's only part time, but at least it's something. And I know the place, it's small, so I won't have crazy huge lunch rushes. It's a small restaurant. Giving me a little bit of hope.

OH! I wish I could forget this but... Someone that I wish I would never have to see again is going to be in town this weekend. So if I'm not the happiest camper when you see me, just smack me on the butt and tell me everything'll be okay. Which is also why I'm letting loose on Saturday, so I can have so much fun to forget the fact that he's going to be 20 miles close to me at any given time.

Saturday's agenda: Being lazy all day long. Waiting for Lindsay to get off work. Snagging Sam and going to Gino's show. Watching Gino play. Try to get Gino to Rocky. Go to Rocky, with or without Gino. Get and fill out cabaret application. Have a blast with friends and loved ones. Hopefully get drunk somewhere in there. Passing out.

Ah, good times.

BACK IN ACTION!

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:16:22 GMT

Ugh. After five months in Seattle, I'm ready to say I will stay in Portland for the rest of my godgiven life and only marriage to a sailor would convince me to go anywhere else. I'm home again, and that's all that matters.

So, a few questions and a surprise for people who are looking for something to do on the 16th and like listening to music.

So, yesterday I was at Pioneer Square and there was this group of children with a huge musical setup, and the music was very funky tropical stuff. I loved it. Does anyone know what the music was, or who these kids were? I'd love to find about about the music because I want to download it and listen to it whilst cleaning my kitchen.

A punk in Chanel sunglasses. How perfect is that? I couldn't pass it up. It sends me into giggle fits every time I see this picture.

AAAAND the lovely DJ Gino Mari is having a going away show for himself. The slinky gorgeous rat bastard is going to Peru for a while. He's awesome, his band, The Gentry, is more than awesome. I'm going. It's cheap. You should go too.